Every morning I wake up to the pleasant sunrise. It pokes my eyes just like all the problems of yesterday poke my heart. And still, when I open the eyes, look at the brightness, listen to the birds chirping in the trees, it feels good. At that moment, I feel like a moviestar. A narrative movie, where I am telling my own story and the protagonist has nothing in control.
In an instant the curbs of adulthood come knocking at the door. The government is still going hard on the vaccine issue, but I don't want to be vaccinated. The taxes will be going up, and I still have some to clear. The wages aren't getting better, but jobs are reducing. It seems like being human is about being miserable.
Last night, I went to a stand up show. In between all the laughs and snorts, I thought "wow, we have to pay to laugh". But that was night time, and now is a new day with a bright sun outside. The flowers are blossomed, the birds are flying, the kids are playing. The coffee is strong, the might is stronger. I have a new opportunity to grab life and make it my own.
I wonder if I am becoming a Sun worshipper, or is it normal to connect so many things to the sun? I want to make breakfast and need to take a shower. Then, the real battles can begin. It is said that the powerful sun will implode one day. So, who am I to feel defeated when the sun is mortal.
For as long as the sun will rise, I will keep tackling life. I will be provided with a new opportunity to grab it and make it my own. Meanwhile, I will wear a mask with a smile painted on it, nod at others doing the same, and ignore the fact that we all are going through something similar.
A different vision of life will appear. Maybe when the sun dips. But here, we always have the sun. In winter or summer, it stays here. Persistance, wow. I will be as persistent. And we will push through all the curbs and speedbumps. Tomorrow we will fight another battle. Today I will live with the inspiration I got from the rising sun. It seems like a one-person battle, but we are all together in this.
A little bit of sugar rush should help. The market is open, they have their own tye of "sugar rush". That is their level of problems. I have my own. In such beautiful day, it becomes really difficult to think about problems. It is just too beautiful to not appreciate the beauty of nature. There is so much going on. There is so much to love. I hope it doesn't get cloudy. At least due to the pandemic the skies are much clearer, and it is so easy to love nature now than before.
