Stunning post . I've been hit recently with a case of that slow gringing fear that you describe in relation to the final steps of breaking in a horse. I've been confronting it daily to break that barrier and have blogged about it recently.
Reading your articulate story indicates to me that you've known fear intimately and know your inner self better for it. It's such a raw, primal emotion and I agree, in the heat of the moment comes the simple clarity and focus on survival.
Following and resteeming. Looking forward to more of your work. Best wishes from a fellow Aussie 👍
RE: Lessons Learnt From Macking Surf