I am smart, and it's great that I help people, but it will never fill the hole in my heart. The solution for that seems to be a million miles away, but I am currently on the right way.
Make peace with things that have been, this is a new chapter, a new scene.
I will dig my way through dirt and clay, even if I have to use my fingernail.
This is not a horror movie, this is my life, a nightmare.
I won't lose hope and this will not be my last prayer.
I'm inside of my own coffin but I am still alive. I strive to survive.
Never surrender and never back down. I will continue to fight, I will not drown.
Even though my future is unclear, I will not give in to fear.
Tell anxiety that I am not afraid, I will not stay in his shade.
I will endure the pain and I will break loose from his chain.
I will make sure that everything I did was never in vain.