On my knees and feeling weak, too tough to speak.
Pain inside and abrasion, an unwanted invasion.
Memories of being healthy and well, tired of this living hell.
I have seen friends leaving earth, they didn't know what they were worth.
My father passed away, still can't find the right words to say.
Tired of the endless war, can't take it anymore.
Two hours of sleep is not enough, I'm not that tough.
Don't dare to close my eyes, what happens if you ask for advice..?
Last time I checked, I was pointless and had no effect.
Still can't leave you behind, I always have you on my mind.
Worried and afraid, I will keep the promise I made.