18 days streak.
All came crumbling down on Saturday.
Today, I start from Day One again.
That's good and not good. The good thing is I am back to Day One. That is like fresh all over again. I'm good.
Usually, I'll beat myself up and scold the shit out of me. That will make be stressed. Go for days feeling bad. What does that bring me?
Nothing.
I am going to be kind to myself for once and stop putting that unnecessary stress on myself. I will do much better like this.
I can guarantee myself.
We went to a Malay wedding earlier in the day. We saw H and she was happy as can be.
As for the hubbie, he is a very handsome and fine looking man. The guy is not Malaysian.
Probably Arabic. Probably also not part of the Malaysian multi-ethical culture. So, I was just happy to just meet him and congratulate him.
It's nice to know that there are not a lot of people out there that have a good feel for people of different races. If you have been living with just one people and you suddenly find an alien coming into your community, like how the Indians were treated by the Westerners...
I can understand.
We were the only 2 Chinese people there. BaeBear and I. We were warmly welcomed by H's sister and mom. All other people seem to come from Saudi Arabia other than the Malays, most of them left early.
The people from the bridegroom side were staying longer than everybody else. Just reporting.
No judgment or anything.
Just plain reporting.
Gaming Rig is Delayed
Yup! I thought that I could get my gaming rig by last Thursday. I have to wait another 14-21 days due to the COVID19. Not to worry because I have a project to do for the next 3 months or so.
Project Cold Heaven
I am going to be working on this project from July to November. Lots to do. Stop talking. Just do it. Thanks.
Camp NanoWrimo Last 5 days
I am doing what I can to read and write through these last 5 days of the month because I got to get that 55,000 words in. I have another 38,000 words to go. I am going to go all the way now. I am going to be treating this like a marathon. Keep running and don't worry about the time or how fast I am going.
Just keep moving. That's what I am telling myself to do for the next few days.
I will be just fine.
I can finish this. I will and I will.
Thanks for reading!