I don’t really know who reads my stuff here on Peakd.
I don’t get comments. I don’t know who my readers are. But I am grateful that with votes from all of you, I can get my articles up to 1 USD in value and I’m very thankful for all that have come here to vote.
It has been 2 months since I last posted.
It’s very different from how it was just 2 months ago.
At first, I was thinking about leaving Malaysia for Canada.
Then I found out that it isn’t as good as it seems there. Besides, money is the major issue here. I don’t have the financial capabilities to go to Canada and thrive there as well as I would have planned.
It’s not that I don’t have the opportunity to go. I had to weigh the pros and the cons. Eventually, the cons outweigh the pros and thus, I just had to make the hard decision to stay here in Malaysia.
It would have been lovely to go to Canada and own all the Apple products and services ever. Not to say have Amazon Prime, Disney Plus, and own a Tesla electric car.
But I think material goods will never last.
Eventually, I feel that it is best to build my life here in Malaysia.
Throughout the 2 months, I have come to realise that I do not intend to be a famous public figure or earn my sum of income from being a celebrity of any sort.
Maybe they never had the heart to put me there in the first place. Or else, I would already have been put there.
They might have tried to put me in there, but have found no traction to make it profitable enough to justify the cost.
Whatever it is, I am going to be establishing my life here in Malaysia. There is no running away from the country for now. Whether I am going to leaving the country or not is still uncertain. But still, life is not the same like it was 2 months ago.
This whole 2 months has seen a total shift of thinking and mindset.
I have worked better with BaeBear than I did before then. Together, we are taking classes on Coursera to do better at marketing. As well as do our utmost best to secure ourselves financially before considering setting up a little family of our own.
This coming week, I am starting my MindValley journey and also doing my morning routine with the help of Habit Nest notebooks.
This is the last day of the month this year. It is the prelude to the year ahead.
Yes, I’d like to move faster. But for the past few weeks, I have found out that I can possibly make time move slower if I were not to be in a panic mode. Take things slow and easy. Take my time and time will slow down naturally.
Yes… I might be back on Peakd. But there is a possibility that I might disappear again.
Still, I will always come back because hey! I got to write somewhere.
I am continuing to write and exercise those little fingers of mine.
Even if there are no comments, I thank you for voting for me and wish that we can talk to each other on a blog post soon.
Peace and love to you and your family.
Namaste.