2 more days till Camp Dark Knight.
I got to the office early today.
Early enough to start the day at 4:44 AM for my streaming. This is another new start. I have some recollection of my daily routines dating back to kindergarten.
If I am going to speed up my process of getting to where I want right now, I need to grow as much as I did in kindergarten.
I feel that that is the only way to go forward right now. Good in idea. Get down to the business.
The thing is, meditation will play a very big part in making things work. Most of us know what to do. But we need to also put in the work. That is where a lot of us fail. How are we going to motivate ourselves to move forward each and every day.
I liken my journey to a marathon. I didn't know what I was going to expect for my 42km journey. All I did was keep moving and I knew that I had to keep going. I didn't know how I knew, but I just did it. I saw a lot of people stopping and putting ice packs, resting and getting water and all.
But I knew that if I stopped, there was no way I was going to get myself to move again. Thousands and thousands of people signed up.
Only a few hundred made it past the finishing line in time. Dare I say, I was one of the last that made it.
Even if I am going to be working on this plan of mine, I don't have to be the best, I just have to make it into that category and that's all that I am hoping for myself.
At this stage, I wish that things can be easier. That I do not have to do the work.
I wish I can just stay at home, watch NetFlix all day, go traveling, and have all the freedom to just relax and chill.I'd love to just do nothing every day. But I guess, I got a family to feed. So, responsibility will be what I need to think about at this moment.
Love of work is going to be a very big motivator and if I can just keep putting in the 12 hours each and every day, I will be fine.
I still have yet to know how to make the subs and bits to flow in. But I do know that I will keep trying to find ways and means for me to do so.
Sometimes, it is better to slow things down and keep things simple. I have been overwhelming myself to too many big dreams and big goals. Some times, what we read does not necessarily work. Some things are meant to be things that we love to hear and read. But in practice, it doesn't work.
I hope that the Master Key System thing is FOR REAL. Because I don't want to be chasing after rainbows again. I just have to somehow know that things are going to be better and that things will work out well if we are to believe and do the mental work to make it happen.
Today is a new beginning. Thanks for reading.