Sometimes it's hard to be accepted by my surrounding. It feels like I can feel a hole in my heart, brain and body. I always thought that if I feel my cup with full of water i'll be okay but it wasn't. When people around me ask how much is enough and when is right I can't answer. I wan't to stop everything that I do but I can't. I'm exhausted. Not because that I'm rich or because I'm poor but I'm tired of thinking. Can just everything happened by itself? Why do I have to feel to be accepted? Can I be no feeling at all? thoughtless?
