Today I don't feel like working . I just want to be absent from work and forget everything . I wanted to shut everything down . I don't have the energy to talk or do anything . It's as if I am lonely , sad or I want to cry . I just don't know what's wrong with me . I guess this is just me when I don't have someone to talk to . I wanted to talk to my friends but they are unavailable at the moment . Who else can I talk to ? I wanted to vent out my frustrations that I am feeling right now .
I guess I am just alone and here I am sitting in front of my laptop . I am spacing out and I've run out of ideas . What am I going to do ?Maybe I will just sleep and cry all by myself . Waiting for a friend to hear my own thoughts . Honestly speaking, My chest is feeling very heavy right now . It seems like something's wrong with me . huhu . I should take a break and turn off all my SNS and phone . :( :( I am so sorry if my post is very sad . I just wanted to share my sad thoughts today . :(