I need Strenght for the Teardrops and Heart Ache that I Feel Now: Everything Ends Up Just Like this, Is this the Time to Say Goodbye to My Steemit Friends

I have cried so many times, I cried of happiness because I meet Steemit.

I laugh with my Steemit friends I cannot forget all of you who are there for me.

You never failed me I know who among of you who are genuine and who has a pure heart.

I failed because I trust, I gave everything everything to please anyone to build a strong genuine friendship at steemit.

We were happy but just suddenly in one somethings wrong happens. It cames up into my mind sabotage will happend that the Journey of Steemit Diversify will ends up.

I gave my heart and dedication here at Steemit. I treat everyone as my family. Its just so sad that there is people around who are making issues with us and trying to pull us down.

Now Im giving them thier happiness so that there will be no more issues.

To my Newbie trainees I feel sorry to tell you that my vissions with coaching needs to rest.

Im just a human being even though how much I started to rise and stand again my body is weak and Im now sick.

I cannot explain how sad I am and pain that I feel now. Id like to thank my steemit friends that who are being real for accepting me as what I am.

I would to thank Hive account@surpassinggoogle for his never ending unconditional love and support to me and to my steemit friends and for this opportunity to share my teardrops and pain.

To those people that I have hurt if I have hurt anyone I am sorry I did not mean to hurt you.

Steemit had helped me a lot not only in terms of finances but sharing some opportunities to everyone. It feels so heart warming to see thier changes here.

I will might slow down for a while but Im still asking and finding my self if will I still go continue my vission and mission here at steemit.

I know there are still many of you specially newbies that are still needs my guidance to help them rise up.

Will I still stand up from fall? Am I still needed here?

Im looking at my kids if will I still continue for the sake of thier future. Id like to thank Hive account@jimbarcelona inspite of my heart ache and sickness you still manage to make me smile.

To Hive account@iwrite for trusting me for helping me a lot. Hive account@purpledaisy57 thank you for being real through our ups and downs you never give up.

To Hive account@bobiecayao you are one of the best you may continue your journey to coach everyone who are in needs you are thier financially and emotionally and as my adviser.

I do not know where I belong now and who I will trust. I decided to stay quite and find Peace and Love.

I have passed all my pain and tears before but here it goes again. I need to gain more strenght to stand up again and start from nothing alone.

To my trainees I hope you will understand why I am not there to coach because of some issues that becomes a reason with my health issues now.

I may just need some rest I have through a lot. Give some time for my self and for my kids.

Please continue supporting and helping each other.

I hope when I rise up again my steemit friends are still there for me.

Words are not enough to say How I Love Steemit. Hive account@surpassinggoogle and to Hive account@teamsteem you are both the best mentor and inspiration who showed Love here at Steemit.

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Thank you All..

We All Spread Love, Peace and Abundant...