Worry I learnt is part of life. A friend once told me that everyone worries but not every worries, doubts, anxieties are normal. Excessive worry, unrelenting thought of what if scenarios can be harmful. When worry becomes a problem, it's abnormal.

PRESENT PREDICAMENT

Recently, I've been preoccupied by thoughts of how my next one year will be. The thought has taken toll on me to the extent that I had headache, lost appetite whenever I remember where I will be for the next 10-11 months. That's what excessive worry can do to a man.
After taking my deployment to NIGER state as a Corp member with Good fate though that's not where I wanted, I was hoping I would be posted to a l place where my field/discipline would be useful or to somewhere better in terms of social life but to my greatest disappointment, I was posted to a remote village with little or no social life.

MOMENT AT THE VILLAGE

I was left devastated and completely sad that day. I couldn't held my grievances but continue to lament to everyone that cares to know about my posting that day. Worry set in, deep thought became an option. I couldn't sleep throughout the night as staying in that village is like being cut loose from life. That day, I wish NYSC doesn't exist. I tried all I could to get rejected in the town but all my efforts was to no avail. I was accepted and my worry continues.

FRIENDS IMPACT

So many people had come äround to give me solace but the comfort is not forthcoming coming. If you've ever been in such condition or you have the soothing words I so much need right now, it would be appreciated.