We used to drink our coffee together...
Every lovely morning as we help deach others arms watching for the sunrise to come out after the sunset...we love looking at it while drinking a cup of coffee...We used to laugh in unison of the heartbeat of love...We used to share the memories of the good things we do...simple things yet a very meaningful one for both us...It adds to the memories one may ever wanted to get back in the future.
We have filled our memories with a good events together. We turned grays into rainbows...we turned black into white...we have turned everything bad into good...Yeah It may have small scratch but we always find time to iron it...Indeed we have the best truest love it will be...
But then....one day....everything vanish...
I sit by the window pane...looking back to yesterday...a day I have you...a day we both laugh...a day we have same beat in the name of love...
But I must sit alone by now looking for the sun to set...as you set my life down when you decide to kill my heart..yeah it never beat again...you left me alone...and alone in the woods where I don't know where to go...
I cling to fate...
but my fate never lead me back to old word "Happiness"...
my fate never lead me back to the word "whole"..
my fate never lead me to wait for sunrise...but it made me yearn for the sunset...
I feel empty...you feel whole
I feel upset...you feel happy
I feel I'm nothing because you junk me...
I feel I'm going nowhere..I feel I lost everything...
<center>Another event happened and I feel EMPTY...
Yeah it was 8th of September...
just here sitting alone...sitting empty.....and drinking a cup of coffee</center>
<center>PERSONAL ACKNOWLEDGEMENT:
When things seems not on my side and I felt sad and alone..I look back to all the persons who gave me strength to go on my way...especially in my steemit journey which I found it this days a rewarding one. Steemit is my way of life...in here, I can be me...as with these people who never cease to support me.
mam @beanz you are very kind in extending your arms to each and everyone of us in the #votu community. I love the way you let us feel we are cared for. and thank you for being there despite hectic schedules. I am very happy to be a part of @votu
@surpassinggoogle you are one of kind too giving out the best you can to support us. whatever you are up to this moment may God help you.
@enginewitty sir...you are great...I can feel how you cared about us in#thealliance with your usual way of making us know the reality of being in a community...#themothership and #a11y is really great .</center>
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