My Life Destroyed Because of Someone
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I was the eldest of six siblings born into a simple family. The most pampered and cherished child. My childhood was so beautiful that it was time for me to grow up and get to know love. My first love named dasep widiansyah, nickname apep. He is an automotive man who day-to-day in his uncle's workshop.
In the beginning I met him, somewhere and I started calling him by asking for his mobile phone number, we slowly got close and we got in touch. Really to me this feels like a joke, because I do not have the slightest feelings for him, dear or anything like that. I intend only to play games. Until one day feelings of love, love, affection began to grow even afraid of losing himself.
The day went by so fast, two months we got in touch, he started acting strangely until I was lulled by his seduction and his words. My purity was taken away by him when I was 17 years old. At that time I was sure if he was really sincere, to the extent that I ventured to introduce him to my parents.
Six months went by, he went away with his rotten promises, which made me stressed half mad by depression. Until I dropped out of school and I was sick for 4 months less. My parents do not know if he has taken what is precious in my life. For 4 months less, in a state of sickness, my life was meaningless. Everyday I cried, lost appetite, sleep rarely, bathing was always my mama who was bathing me. I was really crazy then until my body down 7.8 kg. My mama sees me like that, she can only cry to see her favorite child like crazy.
It was time I started to change, but I did not want to go back to school anymore. I decided to go away from my hometown. Finally someone told me that somewhere needed employees. I went a long way to forget about him and I worked in a bar that drank every day. I know this is the wrong way but with this I can be calm even if only for a moment, at least I can have fun with life like this.
Unfortunately I can never forget him. I prayed that he would feel the pain I felt as he gave me. In fact I prayed that she felt it was more painful than I felt. I never revenge it's just that I want him to know my feelings.