Tear Drops : I feel besalah the loss of your

I feel besalah the loss of your

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I can only be sitting pensive looked at the rainfall of the window my room. I used to love the rain. as he fell down the Earth, it's very sejuk.aroma and the voice to appease the liver. and rain has brought me with him. but now every rain, I always was afraid .. remembered that day and back aware that I have made him away too far. lose him it was like the end of my life. due to loss he means I lost my father, mother, brother, lover, my best friend and myself. never occurred to me that one day I will miss him. and I realize that during the only he that is in my life. loved one's more of your life itself is an error, because when he went and leave your life, then it was also you would think to destroy your life itself. However, when there is someone who is more love you more than yourself, it is a blessing never invaluable ... this is what I feel ... and it possible that you understand ?? brother ... I miss you .. today right 3 years him away, but it still fresh in memory. series of events that day continue to play in mind, such as a mode on in memory. if I can repeat that day .. not .. if I could remove that day .. maybe you still here .. laugh with me .. do a lot of it .. that day like today, rain say Hello. it's very cool and smell is very calm the heart. However coolness day it was not able to get rid of anger on me. the time I was very angry him. thing is I regret to date. I even curse myself, because of iniquity I miss you. we fight when he was riding a bike with normal speed. but the rain when it makes a state of the road to be slippery. I make it can not concentrate well. he's trying to calm me, but emotions that time was blind eye and my heart. "you know .. this time I could not forgive you. you never mengijinkanku help you". "forget it .." "I hate you ...." said - said it came out of my mouth without ever I think. he turned backward and see .. his eyes emits a sense of disappointment. somehow I was going to lose him. but I never had the opportunity weeks to say sorry to him. arrived - sudden highlight lights bright menguyur our bodies. spotlights a car of the corner that drove very fast, to the direction of US. sound of the Horn along with the roar of the wheels car .. I could just screamed .. and reflex, he deflect the bike to escape. but it looks like it's too late. wheel motorcycle we slipped and hit the guardrail the road. cars in front we also could not control the direction of speed. moment later, I just feel my body thrown and drift. my body hit something .. and instant then all suddenly become dark ...