So in the last 3 days, i am recovering from dengue fever at home; then, i find out that my dad has got dengue too.
He has been admitted now and this is day 3.
His body wasn't handling his well. On the first day (some 5 days ago), i noticed him with a high temperature but i had let him be because he was sleeping. My dad hardly sleeps. Seeing him sleep gives me a measure of joy as i don't sleep either and i understand.
I was hoping that sleep will help his fever abate etc
but on the second day (some 4 days ago), his manner of sleeping started to get me scared because he wasn't really "waking up". (I re-lived many moments, those from my mum's last days etc)
He practically wasn't waking up and when he gets to answer to "daddy", he is very weak and his mind isn't present etc. Well, this also meant that he wasn't eating or doing anything. He was extremely weak. So, hospital was next. An ambulance was needed.
It has been three days in the hospital. I can't tell yet if he is recovering but at least my mind is calmer, knowing that "diabetes" has caused the extreme-sleeping. And yes, he has dengue fever.
It is just "all complicated" when you top dengue fever on all his other existing ailment. He has practically slept for most of these past 5 days. He has been unable to sit up or do anything. He tries too but he simply can't. He has slept almost the entire day today.
His mind-state has improved a bit from how it was though. Perhaps, as the dengue fever abates, he will be active again.
The going was very tough for me. All this just needs to be fixed really. All this suffering etc. For one, he must have his maintenance meds each day, however broke i get because there is just too much trauma involved for me when he doesn't and no cut-expenses as when some complication occurs, one still ends up paying it all in the hospital.
I didn't get a diagnosis or any real treatment for my dengue. I had all the symptoms though but i didn't want to go to a hospital because there really is no means to. I preferred to use what expense goes into that, to buy "days of maintenance meds" for my dad but then his own dengue came and the hospital at last.
There never is any real recovery for me. There is never one day in my life when i can "breathe". I prayed for this last dengue with hopes to physically breakdown for once but along with it came pangs of distress and well, further evidence "that there is no rest for me".
I will be stronger in a few days and will be back to pushing here on steem again. I am tired of always saying sorrowful stuff. I will soon stop that at least for a period.
Your Boy Terry
Conclusion
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