Our dear puppy Skye died just this morning . A very sad Monday news. Feel so guilty , could have taken care her more and more.
Just earlier this morning , while u ws still in the room , nursing my second kiddo, Alex , My husband knocked at the door opened it and said , Skye was dead , was like , oh no! it was my fault, I told my husband that maybe i haven't put much attention to Skye becauae i was more on my three kids. I was really crying the whole time , i just had a sneak peek of Skye , she died on her favorite spot in our front yard , just behind our washing machine , lying with her tummy, she loves that position. While i was crying , i thought that maybe she still needs milk , but i haven't provided her that, have ao much guilt in me because the fact that i have lots of breastmilk , i could have pump some for her everyday. I am so sorry Skye , the past days i noticed her not eating much , she still was playing with kiddos and i have given her bath everyday , the past days , but last night i was feeling not at ease about her , we've been to my in-law's house and when we came back she still is awake and welcomes us home .
Oh my Skye , maybe God just let us experience you, you, being naughty, being sweet and playful. Maybe that's the reason why you did lots of posing for me the other day, as if you want me to take different shots of you. Thank you Skye for all the fun moments you've given us specially to the kiddos. Thank you for being their playmate, their bestfriend. And thank you for guarding the house. I just really wish i could have gave you more of my love too. I am really sad for you had left us sooo soon. We love you Skye , I am sorry , Thank you my Skye .. Till we meet again.. You are our angel puppy now. We love you Skye