Im not gay. Im not exactly straight too. Im one of those annoying people who dont like to be defined with a term :)
I like the form of a woman, whether she is a real woman, shemale or a crossdresser.
As a man I like to fuck those type of women, they are all women to me. with different flavours, you can say but still women.
As a man Im not aroused by the thought of me sucking nor fucking another man or him doing it to me.
but sometime I do have fantasies that in some kind of a alternate reality I could switch my mind into a real woman's body, a beautiful woman, even a pornstar, just for some limited time,an hour, maybe even a day, maybe once a week. I would like to know and feel how it is to be a beautiful sexy woman , including the sex and orgasm and all the fuss and after that "ride" return to my current male body and to my regular life as a male.
I dont see myself being a crossdresser or actually becoming a transsexual or shemale. its not the same. This fantasy can only happen with magic or future virtual reality. It can never be something real that will make changes to my body , even if its just makeup, its not my fantasy.
To my surprise i found out that this is a well known fantasy which is called TG fantasy - Transgender, and the net is filled with material about this stuff, including stories, porn videos, animations of transformations and more.
always nice to know that you are not alone with your weird mind;)