There is a lot of explanation and expression in the word "letting go" and most of this is for the loved ones. When you say loved ones it might be your mother, father, brother or sister, Girlfriend or Boyfriend or maybe your Best Friend and others are their pet. But, how difficult is it to leave your loved ones when you come out of your country to work for them and for your future?

If you ask me how difficult it is, my answer is, it is very difficult for my heart to leave. I will tell you my short story why I said that?

I went out of the country to learn more about myself, my ability, and to be honest; I went out of the country for my Girlfriend and now is my wife Hive account@arrliinn. Besides, I have no life in the Philippines because I am an undergraduate of college. And I also did this for my beloved grandmother who took care of me and raised me to be a good person. The last, I would like to help my brother and sister in my mother side.

Last year, the month of December my grandmother died because of her illness "Alzheimer". This kind of disease will erase your memory gradually and your body will be weak. The only thing you will remember is the very important things in your life. Before she died, the only word of her mouth is my name, my auntie said.

This is the word of her mouth before she died and while doing this story, my tears falling now. I did one youtube video for her to say thank you for everything. There's no days or week that I didn't think of her. Every time I see a parent with their children happy together; my heart is pleased and I remember my youth as my grandmother is still supporting me.

I truly regret that I didn't come home but I know God has a purpose why I didn't go home to the Philippines.

Just a few minutes passed while doing this story, I am talking to my youngest sister on Facebook messenger. I'm asking her where is she at this time and what she is doing right now? She said,