You’re welcome :>)

You and your story remind me of one of my Steemian favs / friends Hive account@paradigmprospect Do you know the guy? He wrote and writes a lot about what I believe he calls Floor Lessons. I see so many parallels now I read this. You guys could be brothers from another mother :>)

P.S. As most people I am / was afraid to loose control, have struggled with depression a lot ( without really being aware of it ) and managed to change things around the natural way by changing my life. I have always been interested in these kind of experiences but part of me not doing it was actually that aforementioned fear of loosing control ( associating these kind of events / parties with drugs / psychedelics ). I need people like you to show me the other side and let go of my fears

Thank you!