Uncertainty consumes my mind,
the dizziness has become more intense,
at every step I struggle for not to fall to the ground,
while your smile lights my way like a light in the midst of this darkness
to be dyed red while trying to sleep
a little more than two hours every night,
I start to forget some things, some concepts seem strange to me,
and sometimes I don't remember what I was doing,
but nevertheless I smile when I see my feet on the ground,
If I don't see that I'm floating, it's because I'm awake,
If I don't see my wings, this is not a dream
nothing but the harsh reality in which I am immersed.
I suddenly worry about how I will leave things
and a moment later I don't care
that after all I will not get off the ground,
I will be part of one of those trees that I loved so much
and that I took care with care, hopefully mother nature
also see in me a son worthy of returning to the her.
Poetry
