I am tired.
The friction of adversity was once a challenge to sharpen my mind and strengthen my resolve. Yet now it just grinds me down, wears my resolve, dampens my social engagement, and inspires a desire to withdraw.
This world is not for me. The turning point has aimed us in the wrong direction. As hard as so many of us try to stear humanity into a new era the grip of the current paradigm refuses to let go. Leaving no choice but to starve it out.
Choosing which wolf to feed is not just an internal battle. It is also an external choice. Do not only put your money where your mouth is but also put your sweat where your heart is.
May the nightmare become a dream and the new dawn awaken us all.