Tired Of This Bottleneck

Hola, Steem fam, hope y'all are doing well.

Keys on a pile of yesterday's hail for size reference

Not much going on here still, but I kinda gotta vent a little. I'm super tired of this "bottleneck" feeling I've got going on.

So I keep getting pretty interesting insights from meditation, and basically, I am learning how to transmute energy - or, take all this shitty stuff in my life and turn it into something positive. Cool, right? Except I feel like ...my proverbial filter is clogged, and all the shitty stuff has entered but it's stopped up from filtering back out and I don't know how to unclog the filter.

Magick Maggie is magick

Hive account@pixiepost did a video today about needing to release with her oracle deck. Yes, I sure need to do that! I'm just a bit stumped as to how, lol.

Well, whatever's going on, the energy in my apartment is/needs shifting. Funnily enough, as I write this, the air flow in here has stopped. Normally when I light incense on the altar, it flows east. Right now, it's going straight up! Normally it doesn't matter what incense I'm burning or what holder it's in, so that's interesting.

Does anyone know what kind of flower this is? They're so pretty

So that's kinda what's on my mind at the moment. Hopefully I figure it out ...soon. Is soon too much to ask? (looks pointedly at Universe)

Be well, Steemians! :)