I missed reading your posts, Eric! This gave me so much feels. I am still at home, still struggling but getting better for real. When I'm alone, I think of all the things that I hate about our city. It's become so crowded. I do not like malls, and here they're like thinking of putting malls and huge ass building everywhere. I miss the countryside. I wish I could bring my family somewhere where they can relax. I want to escape.

But then I think of my family and relatives, and how much this city meant for them. We've been together, living in the same street, for almost all my life. I also want to settle down. I want to go somewhere else, but I also can't come to terms of leaving this city for good. It's ironic.

Anyway, I hope you find your peace there. Take your time. Think things through. I'm wishing you all the very best.

Regards!