Why? Is it love? Maybe one-sided, love is timeless, priceless and full of emotions. Love is when you call me, by my name. I know that you are not mine but why?
Everyone loves someone, likes someone but destiny fucks up everything. I am need with you.
Your name is already carved in my heart and no matter what I do. You will be always a part of it. Maybe you think fm crazy for telling you this shocking revelation of mine. But I'm not...l am genuinely true and full of tears while writing this letter. Yeah, maybe I am crazy...crazy in love with you even if I know that you already have a special someone in your life.
But
why, why, why can't you be mine? Why don't you try to love me at all? What's wrong with me? Is my love isn't enough? Or you are afraid to fulfill what you have said before?
Please tell me, I want to know the truth. I deserve to know what's inside your heart and mind. You know you are my unrequited love. A love that I think I am the only one knows the feeling of pain and happiness. Pain, because no matter what I do...you can't be mine. And happiness because I am just happy seeing you from the distance. But I am willing to sacrifice and willing to wait for the right time that you will notice me. Maybe someday...if God let it be. I just hope...if God give us a chance to meet and talk personally. I will tell you what's inside my heart and mind. But as of now, it's enough that you have known the secret that I have been keeping for over a decade. I did love you and I really do. I didn't mean to feel this way. It is your great personality that draws me toward you. As for me you are the kind of girl that I am dreaming to be my first and last love of my life. As I think you are a perfect person. You can be a good wife, a best friend. But I know that you are only "my impossible dream" simple as that. And I will never wish that you will be my reality. I miss you, it's okay to miss you. Lol, I even wanna kiss you. I hate when someone is around you. I feel jealous, gossh, I am a
Human and I m going crazy for you . Love ,what the FUCK ! Why did I love you ?
My mistake , Shit!!