Just find your blog and 2 days after was to late. When your vids was deleted I get panic attack :D I trying to find them in YT cached databases but theres nothing. I even wrote to Coinigy and stalk your profile on other site. This is first time when i'm acting like wierd psycho fan, but your ironic and concrete style is gorgeous and i have enjoy your vids and have some hope that your activity helps me to become more independent some days. Thanks for coming back.
IMO deletion will have positive impact, many ppl (inc me) sign up here to cry for you, later we give hugs.