these posts are just conversations with the self written down in a red book a magic red book
THE RED BOOK
the feeling of coming from the bottom the feeling of suffering to achieve something is a great feeling. it makes you feel like you deserve it more. but why don’t we feel that way already? why must we suffer to achieve or get what we seek? is it something we can't help but do from years of living in this society, it seems like I don’t want anything to do with it. maybe because I’m angry and blame it for many things, well my friends it's not society’s fault it's not everyone else's fault it's only yours. that is what we don’t want to realize our reality is our responsibility. I know this but I act like I don’t. it's easier to act like you don’t know any better innocent but you know the truth deep down you can't lie.
decide what you want don’t look back don’t hold back leave it all behind if that's what it takes, get rid of what you don’t need never stop dreaming
this life only has one purpose and that is to make one
I gotta stop I must jump to the next level my thought process and control have been improving but I want to accelerate my manifestations my wants and dreams and visions I want to change my beliefs for good I want to figure out the ones holding me back. my next move has me thinking too much about the future and worrying too much I must realize what I am doing.
thank you for reading I would love it if you would read my other post and tell me what your thoughts are on the subject. Gracias