it's such a weird experience doing these - I get my feeling about the person from their email. I draw the oracle cards and I get "bad habits" and I think to myself - "no way!" that can't be true - and I have to go through like this mini surrender myself to what the cards, combined with the drawing is telling me - then I feel very weird - like "am I right?" until I get the confirmation that the cards and the drawing are right and I am wrong - which I have not heard back from this woman yet, and I think it's unlikely that I will, honestly. It's just very unnerving, because I have nothing to base it on but what the cards and the drawing say...not my feeling at all. This is because I am only clairvoyant and clairaudient through my artwork. I myself, am not psychic at all. I say "Ok God, what does this person need to know..." and then I pull the cards and do the drawing or visa-versa...but I don't know at all! By the way - anyone can use the Talisman I make...it gives it more power if you do!
When I get God as the first card in the Oracle reading it means that God is talking to you – Your bad bad habits – drinking, drugging, have taken over your life – it is time to stop, before it’s too late. If you can’t stop then you can get some help. Get on your knees and beg God for help, He will guide you to the right place.
These habits are causing you confusion rather than relief, but you are in so much psychic pain that you need to do it to take the edge off your life – instead – this behavior is a symptom of a much greater Spiritual problem… lack of connection to God – you seek “spirits” in a bottle – the problem is – they ARE spirits. You put your spirit to sleep, tethered behind your body and let other spirits enter.
Even so, to connect with your Intuition – I would recommend Prayer and Meditation –
Direction for Meditation and Prayer
The solution is that you let God be the Director of your life, then things will go much better for you, because you will always know what to do because you will be guided by a Power greater than you that has your best interest in mind for the Highest Good of all concerned.
A good place to start would be MEDITATION and PRAYER. Start with a few minutes of silent meditation in the morning and at night - and increase it as you can. You can count backward from 25 and try to see the numbers in your head- this will block other thoughts from coming in.
The purpose of meditation is to get out of the ego self and into the observer self so that you are no longer attached to ideas that you believe are real… and you can get into the silence - this does take practice.
Yoga can help with this as well. Breathing into your stuck points in your body while doing a stretch can help you find mental silence.
Prayer on the other hand is for throughout the day - and it requires practice to become a working part of your life - Asking at each point when you set out to do something - what is God's Will in this situation?
Pausing and waiting and then looking for the answer in signs or intuition, chance meetings or things that come from outside you to start with ... You can do this with minutia as well as big decisions. Practice at the grocery store when standing in front of the bread isle – there are so many choices - God, what kind of bread should I buy? and then pause and wait to see which bread seems right. It takes practice. The finite mind is not going to want to give up it's status as the ruler - so it might be confusing and frustrating but the more you practice the more it will become a working part of the mind...
Even making mistakes shows you are trying and you will get great rewards from that -
Acknowledging these miracles - by writing them down - makes them more and more believable - not something to be brushed off as "coincidence" - or not even noticed -
In addition, during this "crisis" we are in - you could Pray for a simple way you could be helpful to others - and for the ability to let go of the results - you do not know what is best for others - but you can be helpful to them in some way -
This will get you out of yourself and let the Higher Power have a chance to work out the right decision for you - so that you will know what to do when you need to know it…
This will develop your Intuition, which is your connection to God, and your Higher Self.
You have a great deal of knowledge that you use to make money from your calling – and that’s feeding your ego – making you think you are doing ok – but here we are – the lockdown is a spiritual one, as you suggested, and it’s time to let go of those materialist ideas – and get a connection to what is really going to matter!
As a Taurus you never really have to worry about money although it may take you a while to find your calling – however this may not be true IF you develop your intuition and follow the path laid out for you by the Spiritual Realm –
You are so incredibly stubborn that it would be good to get your self fixed upon a good path rather than a negative one.... Your Intuition is what you should be listening to – above and beyond the finite mind and the world. Absolutely do not listen to anything the world has to say about anything. The world is leading humans away from God – away from their inner Truth more and more.
The Auragraph: You sit on a throne like the Empress Card in the Ryder Waite,
holding the staph of a Queen in your right hand and holding your Guardian’s hand in your left- although it is actually hard to tell if you are knowingly holding your Guardian’s hand – this is the subtlety of this drawing – that your ego is actually taking credit for spiritual guidance you are receiving – … but you by your Nature, and your bad habits, are living by your will in your mind while it is actually God taking care of you -
The snake means there is Shadow Work to be done so that you can let God be God and you be you – the snake sheds it’s skin so you are up for such an experience where you shed your skin – and become who you were really meant to be – the snake is covering your right eye – meaning that you are not seeing clearly what you are manifesting… and this effecting your career /calling which could be going side-ways. You see your position one way but in Truth you are cradled in the arms of God. There is an infinity sign which means this is a Karmic situation – so you should pay attention to it.
If you let go of the material prowess and take the Intuitive path, you will always be cared for and you will always have inner peace – that psychic pain will disappear. This is your moment of truth where you are going to decide to accept Spiritual Help or not and keep going the way of the spiritual death.
The eye means that deep down you know what is being stated is true. You can see it.
I am going to make you a Talisman because this seems to be the sticking point for most people – they never write me back for the Talisman and that is the way out of this situation – because it’s going to speak to the subconscious mind, which is the mind that makes things happen. The finite mind may jump up and down and scream all day long, but if the subconscious is not on board – nothing new will happen. The subconscious speaks in symbolism, so we are going to make it a symbol.
Talisman “I surrender to God’s will for me, and all is well.”
