The Drawing – You, the Querant, several dark shadow spirits, an Angel and a dog. Also over your mouth is the infinity symbol, which means that you have a gift to give - to speak - that is connected with the message that the world needs right now.
Freedom from the Bondage of Self in the microcosm mirrored by Freedom from the Bondage of seeming authorities trying to steal our basic human freedom to life, liberty and the pursuit of happiness during this illusory “pandemic”.
As above, so below. You must get free of these dark spirits so that others in your life may bear witness to your release and find the strength to gain release themselves from their inner slavery and then manifest the mirror to be freed from the externally imposed slavery of tyranny.
There is a spiritual war going on between Principalities – for your attention! You have to, with God’s help, turn your attention outward to the world and it’s people and your brother and sister creatures – the earth and animals.
You are in bondage and slavery to dark spirits robbing you of your life and love and your Sunshine that you have for all.
I can see from the drawing that you are haunted by dark spirits – disappointment, regret, sadness, self-pity, loneliness – and your mother is with you in Angelic Form – she is trying to help you but because you are entertaining this extended grief, she is thwarted.
There is the Dog with you from the Oracle Reading in the present. A dog in the cards represents Loyalty – a dog shows you how to be a Servant Leader. Dogs are always there to cheer you up, they want to play outside in Nature, they are man’s best friend. Dog is God spelled backward. That seems like a worn-out statement but in a way a Dog is like Jesus.
Jesus came here to show us how to practice The Golden Rule – and to live in harmony with each other. Dogs show us how to do that. If I try to act like a Dog always putting other people’s needs ahead of my selfish desires, and get out of self, then I am happy… to be of real help to other people and the earth and God is the joy of living.
Perhaps you placed too much dependence on people and now is your time to cement your relationship with God within you so that you can never again be shaken by someone transitioning to the spirit world.
Your mother was obviously suffering here on earth and now she is free from pain and can be her best self in the 4th dimension. You can visit her in your prayers and dreams.
However, there is much more important work for you to do here on earth right now! It is becoming an obsession for you to grieve your losses, so it is time for you to discipline your mind – whenever you think about them, you are going to have to say NO! God please remove this thought, and then turn your thoughts and actions to someone you can help. Even if there is no one there to help, you can pray for someone – think of some poor homeless guy flying a sign and pray for him.
As an empath and a spiritualist during this extremely difficult time, there is plenty of work that you can be doing to help others find their connection to God. But first you have to re-find yours. You have just lost your footing. You must find that gut intuitive heart connection to SOURCE.
The Golden Rule, Do unto others as you would have others do unto you – Your mom brought you into this world to live it and be the change that you want to see - do you think she wants you to squander that gift she gave you?
She is in a better place and is now, more than ever, able to assist you to do what you came here at this auspicious time!
Free from her bondage to her meatsuit she can be there to guide you and help you in Spirit. I am sure there are people right there that you can help – but cause no harm – when we help, we do so with no thought of reward nor an agenda of what we think others should do with our help.
You must banish the loneliness spirit - You need to feel the Father – God and Jesus, His Son – You are a Catholic so I feel that I can talk to you in these terms – ask Jesus Christ to come into you and allow you to embody Him. Ask for a Physical experience of Him to come into you now so that you can carry His message of Natural Law – the Golden Rule – Sovereignty – into the world in your special way. You can even ask Him to hold you at night if you are having trouble sleeping. Jesus showed us how to walk on water – by staring into the Sun (Son), we can change reality – manifest things that come out of thin air – especially when we pray with another person who knows the same level of powerlessness we know. This is embodying the Principles of Jesus Christ. Also asking Him to stand between you and difficulty – since through Him all things are possible. Also – saying His name to blast out any dark forces – I have done all these things so I am sharing my experience.
Think of Jesus Christ as your buddy – have Him walk beside you whatever you are doing. Know he is in the car with you driving the car with you. He is behind the wheel and you are just sitting there. With Him with you at all times helping you – there will be no room for loneliness.
Finally, The Moon – Intuition – when I was drawing you – I felt that your head was in the shape of a crescent moon – you are a Cancer – from your birthdate you supplied me with – You have a strong connection to the Spirit World for yourself and Others. Now is the time – to help others find their connection –
The solution is that you let God be the Director of your life, then things will go much better for you, because you will always have an Employer – so even if you have losses, you can still look at them as growth that you need for the work God has for you to do.
A good place to start would be MEDITATION and PRAYER. In meditation - becoming the observer so that you can let go of the “ideas” that have you believing the things you are thinking – the ego. Your ego, right now is robbing the world of your presence in it – and you are needed. Meditation also creates that direct connection to God so no human power is needed once that umbilical cord to God is cemented.
Prayer on the other hand is for throughout the day - and it requires practice to become a working part of your life - Asking at each point when you set out to do something - what is God's Will in this situation? Asking for the help - Pausing and waiting and then looking for the answer in signs or intuition, chance meetings or things that come from outside you to start with ... You can do this with minutia as well as big decisions.
First of all beginning with not allowing yourself to think of memories of your mom right now – it’s not helping you get out there and get stronger – instead it is tearing off the scab, so the wound has to start to heal all over again. Eventually you will be able to think about it – but right now you need to move out of it – because the world needs you to be present in it to be helpful to others. This is a distraction you are mesmerized with while there is so much work to be done to help others and help God.
