In the journey which with reality, mankind could be transcended with surreality, maybe. However, I supposed that can't be more than that being disease.
The reality mustn't be changed in any way; such as who you are, where you are, what you are doing so easy. If you want to force your part of existence to different "reality" dimension, probably your brain starts playing against your brain. If you want to believe that your mind can't agree, you can't complain about this topic when you are lost in your brain. You can't say: "Yes it is". It might be played repeatedly.
In this dimension, you face against that you can manage this world, you can divide yourself from religious, rituals than you can say only: "The god is one", "Allah'tan baska ilah yoktur", "La ilahe illallah", "Hear O Israel, The Lord our G-d, the Lord is One" and so on. So, you might be an unbeliever in yourself. If you want to serve the truth to the world and think that serving must be done with some organisation which is bigger than me, you are not alone, you are with the whole world. It is normal that having a scare or suspicious but "If you want to learn what is possibilities in existence, listen to me as well, then let's look at thing together what will happen."; you can shout to the whole world, like that, it is right of you. Trust! Not everyone, not everything, firstly trust yourself. Trust your system. Trust the system, because every possibility goes to someplace. If there is a thing in this life, there is. Then, if you want to do something, if you want to touch at least a thing in this life, you must keep on. You must keep on to ask questions. You must keep on, sometimes, without caring for yourself, (For me, it is every time, it is up to you) without a scare, without caring for being unable to breathe out.
These are not a joke, you know me, a little bit... Ok, you know me really my lovely friends. I am mad, However, I am mad to myself. I am mad because of patience, I think. How many people did I know who play chess against themselves? I know a lot of people, in fact, but I hadn't known anyone, who doesn't care about his sexual passion, money, property or possessions if these are a barrier against his values, logic, existential meanings, who can avoid everything without being anxious. Humans might be deceived, a religious person might be deceived, everyone might be deceived, but everyone tries to deceive themselves as well, with movies, series, books, magazines, with everything...
The first question: How much attention do you pay to understand context rather than the main idea in your life?