Today's day went like usual,still stuck with my old thoughts and wanting to go back in time. Time passes by and I went along not knowing what I actually feel and want. I wanted to go dinner with my special friend and she refused to go which she normally does. Haha. Even though I do not want to overthink about it I end up being sad when I realize all I have been thinking is about her. I don't know why but all I know is I really have a feeling towards her.