Well...
My first post on Hive with my account I actually only made for tribes which is my main account now...
Because I am a dumdum I lost access to my account 
Which means my Steemmonster cards are gone, the leo miners and much more.
The following I build for 2 years is gone of course as well and 60k of Steempower with it....
This was my start into 2020 and as we all know it did not really get better so far but the year still got some time to redeem itself.
I am not sure if I will continue writting/posting here as it constantly reminds me what an idiot I am and how much I lost but I missed the writting sometimes and maybe it can be an intersting experiement to restart.....
Time will tell