The first few vibrations of the bombs scare the shit out of you, the near hits of bullets make you wonder what the hell you're doing in a place like that while there are much safer places to be. As long as you remember that you are doing this so others will know what is happening - so others can see what is actually happening - hoping that somehow your exposing of these terrible situations will be stopped by what you are doing. The fear never leaves you when the vibrations come but you don't flinch as much and you concentrate on what you are there to do. As a Marine I know exactly how you feel - keep up the good work, we may not be with you in person but we are with you in spirit