My number one dilemma which bothers me everyday was to continue to take or not to take my hyperparathyroid medication. I know deep in my learned and logical point of view that I should continue to take it because it does good to me particularly in my pain and joint health issues but it is like taking a bitter medicine.
My body in the other hand is being punished by the same medicine that should make me feel better but it doesn't make me feel normal because of its nauseating side-effects which makes me think to discontinue it. but discontinuing it is a very bad idea because it will certainly make my face get bigger and make it out of proportion into a more grotesque level.
So I am worried and terrified to the fact that my Leontiasis condition will get out of hand if I will really discontinue my medicine. Add to that the return of the pain that I was aiming to wash off from my body. But again discontinuing my medicine will save me considerable amounts of money but with a very bad price when it comes to my health.
Those are the dilemmas that I am facing not to mention but now I am mentioning my other dilemma of fixing this house. It is old and prone to flooding. I f I will use my money to renovate this house I might get stuck into a project that I cannot finish because my priorities is my medical needs, i have to make sure I will not see myself wanting because i don't think I can get any immediate help in an emergency although steemit can help at some point too.
So I am unto speculating and hoping for the cryptocurrency particularly in Bitcoin price to go up because most cryptocurrencies follow suit. Now when that happens I can see myself breathing in relief but right now I am just working on it especially here at steemit so that one day I could eventually finish my goals when things fall into its right place for me God help steemit.
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