I thought that my mother will stay at my Uncle's wake for at least two days but my brother decided that they will just go back in Thursday God-willing at his funeral, the day he will be laid down to rest. My uncle had a heart condition and I believe that it is not properly managed.
The day when he died he got stressed from anger when some cleaning crew accidentally damaged their artesian well. Then after that he went with his co-workers to do some activities in town then there he suffered a heart attack and was sent to the hospital but he didn't make it.
We all got the shock of his very fast passing and I told my parents why some people die fast while I myself is having a hard time, in misery most of the time and still not falling down. Well they told me that it is in someone's fate to live a die in many ways and mine is just one of those peculiar facts of fate.
I do really wanted to die too but my will to live longer also persists. For me if I will be given another puff of breath when I am at the verge of dying I will maybe still take it. But what makes me want to live longer are my goals to keep and I want to accomplish them before I can say that I am ready.
Anyway my mother will get back on Thursday at the funeral for the cemetery. I hope that God have a mercy on my Uncle because he is a God of love and mercy like he is giving mercy on my soul everyday because of steemit community.