Help!!!

---Hive account@drahries

I don't feel like writing actually today. I just felt really really bad. I just felt so awful. All my three months savings in steem dollars was gone with the wind after just few clicks.

Got plans to do my first payout today.

It was just a penny of 14sbd yet it cost too much for me. I've invested enough passion and love in writing,as well as I totally embraced even just a single. 001 reward and much ecstatic everytime my sbd is added up.

Today is my 2nd sister's 26th birthday. I just had an earlier conversation with her, she's in a family way right now and expecting her baby next week or any day this month. I felt pity when I greeted her and she told me she will not be preparing anything today since she don't have any money. Perhaps she's saving it for the coming baby. Hence, I plan to send her even just half of my sbd so that she will be able to atleast buy a cake.

This was our earlier conversation. And next Sunday will be papa's birthday too. The one that I am seeking help as well through #upfundme.
Kindly see links below.

https://steemit.com/upfundme/@drahries/upfundme-please-help-me-prepare-my-father-s-54th-birthday
This is my first #upfundme entry for Papa.

https://steemit.com/upfundme/@drahries/8th-upfundme-please-share-your-blessings-for-papa-s-54th-birthday
And the latest entry two days ago.

I am in deep tears right now.

Will I ever retrieve back my lost sbd?

It was not yet found in btc wallet though the said transaction was made earlier today and there was a successful feedback from Hive account@steemconnect.

Good Lord, hope I will somehow cherish a good memory with my first ever payout worth of three months perseverance.

**My special thanks to my great and knowledgeable mentors, Hive account@yanzel4lyf and sir Hive account@iwrite and sis Hive account@jovema for rescuing me in,

Sincerely yours,
Hive account@drahries.

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