Some flowers bloom perfectly without flaw and others bloom just as beautifully but with repetitive holes on every petal compliments of an insect that needed to feed on that specific flower when it was still a bud.
I took the above photo this morning en route to get our daily necessaries, simultaneously contemplating that not everything in life goes the way we want it to and this can have all kinds of repercussions… internally and therefore externally…But that is just the way it is - That is life.
I have spent quite a bit of time being angry today (and the last few weeks if I am completely transparent). Angry because of something which didn’t go the way I thought it would – now I realise that this may sound much like the remark of a spoiled child… but really, it is a lot deeper than that. However, having said that – we don’t always have an outlet for our emotional turmoil. For most of the time in fact… “this” right here… “me writing” IS my outlet!
In order for us to move forwards in life, we need to be able to actually process the things that are holding us back. If we cannot do that one singular thing, we will remain stuck! What I am struggling with right now is precisely that! I am unable to process it because a good portion of it simply doesn’t add up in my mind!!!!!! And if I cannot process something to a point of understanding and acceptance – then please, somebody tell me how the bloody hell, I am supposed to let it go?!
Life is definitely a woman! Haha!!!
She is WAY too dramatic and unpredictable to be a man ;)
Moving along swiftly to a productive week ahead!!!
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Until next time...
Much Love from Cape Town, South Africa xxx