My morning starts with this beautiful smile ☺. Hello uloggers out there! Here today I'm going to make my #ulog initiating by no other than who never fails to support us in his #ULOG.
Today's view when I woke up this morning, is this beautiful smile of my baby love Jacob who never fails to amaze me and who never gets tired of brightening my day. With me being so stress from work and from too much thinking of ways to earn extra, this beautiful smile can take away all my woes in life.
I may sometimes feel so down but my children will lift up my spirit to fight for what's best for us, struggles and hardships in life is a part of me. Long before I used to be jealous of my mom's attention she is giving to my sister's kids, I felt like why is she so attentive in my sister's children wherein I also need her to take mind on my children too because I felt so alone and weak (because my husband is very irresponsible) and I needed her to comfort me and need strong words for me to think straight and great but the time when mom is so weak and is dying she said straight to me that she's so thankful for me because I grow up strong and responsible. (as I'm writing this post I really cried rivers of tears because I truly missed my mom so much that my heart aches and I long for her so much that I really needed her to comfort me and feel her love). I just really wish that God will be my comfort zone and that he will heal and hear my prayers to provide me with so much strength that i'll be able to surpass this rainy battle I'm facing now.
The happiness I'm longing is very hard for me but I tried to be strong and take all the challenges as part of my life. I know God has better plan for me and I'm waiting for my turn patiently.
That would be all for now steemies. Good day and have a nice and wonderful day ahead.