Dont ask me why I am posting this upside down, after my previous post at least you have a glimpse into my current state. I feel my life is going upside down, well not every aspect at least my brains is still up I'm its right spot (the last time I checked), and I guess work is pretty much okay too. Like I had a choice.
My students have noticed the shift in character and can you blame me? I tried as much as I could to look cheerful for them but all my efforts have so far proven useless as it just isn't working. After very much shouting at that lady all through yesterday, I feel o showed keep my calm and maybe talk to her but the problem is I just don't see myself talking to her without shouting.
You can call me a nagging man all you want, that's just how it it with me and people I care about. I nag my siblings, my friends, my students, and sometimes my Dog before he ran into oblivion. Well I'm still in a state of indecisiveness and emotional hurt (why shouldn't I be?).
But here I am maybe eating this food will give me some joy, I guess it should. if it doesn't maybe I'll just come back and nag you guys...
By the way that food is called amala before you strt asking questions