Dreams are just a way of holding the reality. But what's more difficult than that? Has anyone ever tried to understand? Today I want to share a story of my life. Sit tight! No, you will not go down. It's a tragic story of my life
First of all, I must introduce my father. He was a freedom fighter of liberation war of Bangladesh in 1971. In 1968 he joined the Bangladesh Police Force. At that time, he became the constable. And is a great human and ideal character for me.
From my childhood, I used to see my father dressed in police clothes. And since then an interest began to develop. I never thought that interest would reach the army one at a time. And It was my dream, my passion and the center of all love. But I lost my dream.
It was 2012 and I finished my high school examination. For me, it was a very sensitive time. Because being a military officer is not a simple matter. But I was determined that I had to become a military officer at any cost. I started studying accordingly. I took tuition from an institution. There were many my dreams hidden in there. A military officer should be characteristic and it is mandatory. besides, they should be healthy enough. I was fit. I checked up medical test. So that I can understand that if there is any disease inside my body or not. I was so much luck that I had no hidden problem. It's clear to give the test.
So the date was fixed to 15th November 2012. And I was prepared for that great moment. ISSB(Inter Service Selection Board) asked me to take part in the exam.
It was quite cold weather in Dhaka. And I went for my examination with my beloved elder brother. After completing Written IQ test and viva exam I was primarily selected for Commissioned Army Officer for the Second Leutenant post. Then they take my medical test. But The main task was pending. It was a 7 days camp.
Initially, the selected people had to participate in a 7-day camp. And that was one of the toughest tests.
A country's army should be idealistic and intelligent. Because they can only play a role in protecting the sovereignty of a country. Maybe you think I was worthy of it. And the final countdown has come and I attend 7 days camp. They tested us in many ways. They trained us for obstacle so that they can realize who are able or not. I was always there for top 5 positions in every segment.
Everything was going well but on the last day, I made my mistake. An ARMY officer should be decent but i was not in my mood that day. They were testing us. We were immersed in the throes of a very cold water. The water was so cold that it seemed as if someone hit me with a hundred stolen injuries to my body. And I scream before the time has passed. Then they disqualified me. And My dream to be a Commissioned army officer was dropped. And it was so much pain for me. I have no photos , no video recording on it . But That moments i had passed is always in my mind. And i can feel them. It was the End of my dream.
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