Although I am not a mother, I can and do empathize with the pain you are feeling Hive account@tinkerrose. I am so sorry that your heart is heavy with this weight. You are correct that the youths need our ears, ourselves, our open hearts to truly listen, care and support them. My heart breaks that there is so much suicide, everywhere. I am sorry to hear about your cousin. I wish there were more that I could do other than just offering comforting words and sending love to you, but please know that you and the young girl and baby are in my prayers. Thank you for being strong, so strong to speak up and be there as best you can. You are an amazing woman and the world is a better place because you are in it Hive account@tinkerrose.