I miss you badly my abuddy Panug
My kuya Zeph is 11 years old now. 2 more years and he'll be on teenage. I remember when he was just on hus toddler years and his having his baby talks , but now he'sreally grown up. But i have this guilt in me that i missed a lot of his milestones and even simole events in his life. Like what i said on my stories before, my first born grew up with his Lola , because i need to continue my studies and started working back then. So a lot of happenings and developments in him , i didn't witnessed personally . Though we always have communication like voice calls and video calls, it's still different if i have him with me now.
He's on 6th grade now, hopefully next school year we'll be together . I actually asked him if he wanted to transfer school last year , but he requested not yet since he was used to his classmates and school . So then , i let him stay there. I am just very thankful that my whole family in our province has always been there to guide and love him. Actually they spoiled him a lot specially when he was still a little boy.
But then as i am seeing my baby boy now, i am so thankful how he was raised by my momma , her grandma . He's now becoming more kind, more responsible , doing good at school. And i remeber last summer he had this girl crush whom he made her pictures as his phone wall paper and even as his facebook profile picture.Oh gosh, that time i immediately talk to him (this is by the way in person because he's with me every summer break) and told him that it's not necessary to do that , and i ask him to change it to his siblings picture instead, LOL. Gladly he listened to mommy, well, he always do, that's why i know what approach i will use whenever i have to talk to him.
Last night i was chatting with my sister 
Well, there , just can't help but share what i feel. I am just hoping that one day we'll be together always and forever.
Here are three short videos of him , watering plants task.
much love,
