Vivo en Perú-Lima desde hace 1 año y 6 meses, soy de nacionalidad Venezolana pero me vi en la necesidad de salir de mi país por mi futuro, por mi bienestar físico, mental y senrimental, para una mejora de vida tanto para mi como para mi familia. Nunca imaginé verme inmersa en esta situación, sintiendo que estoy peor que antes, y sentirme en un embudo sin salida; con esa sensación de querer salir corriendo, dejar todo atras y simplemente regresar a lod brazos de mi madre y no volver a salir mas nunca de ellos .
Son decisiones de vida, decisiones que de toman en momentos determinados, y que hoy día me ha tocado asumir cada una de esas decisines... cada decisión ha llevado consigo una enseñanza, un aprendizaje.
Muchas veces me he sentido sola, he sentido miedo, he sentido incertidumbre, he sentido desconcierto.... y más por estar en un país desconocido, sin tu familia, sin tua amigos, sin un trabajo que te garantice tu estabilidad económica ... simplemente he sentido miedo de fracasar, de no poder seguir adelanre.
Hoy día solo pido fuerzas a Dios para poder seguir adelante con esta batalla, que ilumine mi caminar y me muestre el camino correcto; solo le pido que me ayude a no rendirme.
Today I would like to share with you the feeling that invades me and that surely many of you too ... and it is, that uncertainty or confusion that this Covid-19 Pandemic and Economic Crisis that are experienced in different countries brings with it. I have been living in Peru-Lima for 1 year and 6 months, I am of Venezuelan nationality but I saw the need to leave my country for my future, for my physical, mental and emotional well-being, for an improvement in life for both myself and For my family. I never imagined seeing myself immersed in this situation, feeling that I am worse than before, and feeling myself in a dead end; with that feeling of wanting to run away, leave everything behind and simply return to my mother's arms and never leave them again. They are life decisions, decisions that are made at specific times, and that today I have had to assume each of those decisions ... each decision has brought with it a lesson, a learning. Many times I have felt alone, I have felt fear, I have felt uncertainty, I have felt bewilderment ... and more so because of being in an unknown country, without your family, without your friends, without a job that guarantees your financial stability ... . I have simply been afraid of failing, of not being able to keep going. Today I only ask God for strength to be able to continue with this battle, to illuminate my walk and show the right path; I only ask you to help me not to give up.
