At some point, you have to fall to know you were walking on a tightrope.
When you stop chasing a goal that you weren't built to meet, you can find a goal with much greater reward, for far less effort.
Pushing yourself is great, but why push yourself up a mountain, when you can drive up a hill?
Some people were built for certain things, some of us will never truly know what we were made for.
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So what's this all about?
After three interviews, two days of training and a day on the field, I was failed on the final stage. The team leader they put me with decided I wasn't good enough for him. Did he just dislike me from the start? Possibly. It's my fault, I pushed myself down this career path and acted like a know-it-all around people far more experienced than myself.
Anyway, life is tough, I'm going to look for other work because honestly, I no longer feel like I'm cut out for fundraising, just not fucking serving food and drinks. Shop work, maybe. I could be a private tutor for maths or IT related stuff, that pays well. Maybe even a programming job.
I can't quite make a living off steem yet, that would be nice. Anyway, I'll make sure to write when I find meaning a job again.
Peace.
