I have finally lost my mind. I am sitting here thinking I could sell the rings my mother gave me. I have a couple of old coins I could sell. Borrow money ( that I have no idea how I could pay it back). They might have room for one more person at the gathering. On the other hand- I have been looking at how to cross the Canadian border. What ID would I need? Could I get back into the U.S.? I could run into all kinds of trouble. Stranded,lost. There must be a group like this in the u.s. somewhere. I have lots of excuses why I can't go. Logic and spirit are fighting each other. The struggle is real.
Edited to add. I am putting this aside to get ready for the Spring Fling Grandparents Dance my seven year old Grandson invited me to. He has been excited for the twenty oneth of April to get here so we can dance together.