Sir I didnt know about how you were in the past but today I can say that you are the most honorable, enlightened from inside, peacful and an upright person and your articles are like a therapy.
And forgiving youself is really one of the most difficult thing, I hope, I could be able to do this someday because some mistakes from the pasts still haunts me and I am still very regretful about it.
RE: I forgive you, I forgive me.