You've got your plate full. All the best to you man, as always. Sorry to hear you had to sell your MacBook, but hopefully you'll be able to buy a new one in the not so distant future. I'm thrilled to hear about your zazen practice. Keep at that. It will benefit you more than anything else you are doing. Right now things are tight here too, but I will pledge as soon as I am able. Until then, at any rate, you have as much support as I can give.