"YOU ARE MY SUNSHINE"
by Moira dela Torre
The other night, dear, as I lay sleeping
I dreamed I held you in my arms
When I awoke, dear, I was mistaken
So I hung my head and I cried
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are grey
You'll never know, dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away
I'll always love you and make you happy
And nothing else could come between
But if you leave me to love another
You'll have shattered all of my dreams
You are my sunshine, my only sunshine
You make me happy when skies are grey
You'll never know, dear, how much I love you
Please don't take my sunshine away
Eversince I was a kid, my life was already full of drama. My parents was separated while I was still developing inside of my mom's tummy. I grew up without a biological father and only my step dad. My mom and him gave me a 2 wonderful sisters that I grew up with. As their eldest sister, it was hard for me to hide what i really feel inside. I was sad knowing that I am only a half sister of them. I already knew about it because my mom told me at my young age. My step dad was a good man to my mom and to us 3 sibilings. I'm so thankful to God that He gave him to me. But I really don't know....mmm...Its just that I felt like there's still something missing that I can't find an answer to it.
I was the kind of a child who was just sitting in the corner and staring at everyone while they're having their good time, singing dancing and laughing. Im not really sure why I was like that. I felt so sad and alone even though I was loved and cared by everyone.
One day, my step dad bought a karaoke set for everyone to play and sing a song to. He kept on playing this song that it made me like it and wanted to sing everytime I hear it. He was in the kitchen cooking something. I was bored and played the song he kept playing, I grabbed the microphone and looked for the lyrics,l. And there, I found out the title of the song. It was a song of bonnie tyler, "If I sing you a love song". I tried to sing the first line. It felt so different. It felt like I was talking to someone about what I feel inside even though I was alone in the room. I continued it until I found my self singing it straight from ny heart. I felt the emotion and felt different about it. That very moment, I discovered that it was the answer to my question on why I felt like I was still alone and sad. It was me who was my problem. Me who was not being open to anyone else about what I feel. I thought that keeping it to myself was better. Until I sang it out and then it felt so good. I felt all the bad emotions came out from me.
My step dad came and was surprised. He was so happy when he found out my talent and tol me that I was suppose to join a singing contest and so I did and that was the very beginning of my singing career.
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