It is interesting to know that I had been sick for most of my life and had been all this time struggling to see every light of another day and I must say that I had done better than most. I am happy because in the bible it says that if you respect your parents you will live long and I guess that it just proves something that only my heart , God and someone who understands that passage knows.
What was wrong with me now I am just trying to manage and I am still afraid of what the coming months and not years will bring and I am just overwhelmed in this life of mine which is full of uncertainties. In a way I am deeply happy because even though I do not get support from my family and relatives, it is being mended by my friends whom are now more than a family to me.
Every steemian friend's act of love and care for me I truly cherish and not only that because I much in my heart truly believe that their deeds would be rewarded by God.
Now I am just enjoying every bit of morsel of goodness in life that goes along the way in my actual dreadful life. I like the way that my freaking medicine works although it seemed not enough because I may need an added dosage. I much enjoy food but there is a factor behind it that truly makes it hard for me now to really enjoy it.
I enjoy the less pain in my back although it really is not going away completely. And I enjoy the air that goes into my lungs if there is not much effort in breathing. Life is good and I will continue to live and achieve more years as long as there is love around me.