" I love you so dearly.You are the best thing that happened to me
You are like a fever inside me; I will love you forever.
I can' t live my life without you in it. You are my World.
You are my dream come true, my soulmate and my heart beat.
I will go through fire for you; you are my everything.
Nothing will ever change how I feel about you; I will never do anything to hurt you"
You said these words a million times to me; they were like songs to my ears every night. Now where is the love? Why has your love grown cold? I showered you with much love. I gave up everything for you; I disobeyed my parents and eloped with you. I lost my inheritance because of you. Our love was sweet and burning like fire. Where did I go wrong? You promised you will never do anything to hurt me, but now I have become a punch bag you exercise your fist on.You beat and humiliate me everyday, I have lost my dignity, my self- worth; you dehumanized me.
Hmmmm. We are just nine months gone.... I can't leave! It's my home. It is the path I have chosen. It's a man's World..…... But if I choose to leave, where do I go? I've lost my inheritance and my family.Besides what would my friends say? They will ridicule me. More so, am heavily pregnant. What would happen to our baby? I have no job, no money! How do I cope? Who will marry me and take care of my baby? Oh my God, I am stuck.
But he promised to change! He has asked for a second chance (although he keeps asking for it each time he hits me). Will he change? Should I give it time?
My neighbour says I made a mistake getting into marriage with him.That should teach me a lesson but if I give him another chance and stay, a mistake made two or more times, is it not a choice? I am so confused..
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What about you reading this?What do you think? If she were to be your relative what would you advice? If she has been pretending to be happily married and you stumbled into this diary, what would your action be? Would you watch and let her die? See pictures below and act
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