🎬🏜THAT DESERT LIFE: COOL LITTLE CREATURES📽️🏜
So im trying ALTYES APP for this post. Heres seeing how it goes
🐿FRANCESCA AND THE CHIPMUNKS 🐿
So I had to get out yesterday for another MRI amd afterwards, we stopped at Wendy's (I needed a Baconator... OMG IT WAS SO F!#$$@#% GOOD). I was sitting there and these cute little guys came and hung out with me. I love this desert life. So many will say the deset is dead but those of you who follow my post know I bump into wildlife all the time. From snakes, to ravens; burros, to horses and even huge bunnies and chipmunks!! These guys were so cute. They communicate with a loud whistle. He ended up inviting some of his friends. I think lll return to this little spot from time to time to say hello. Who knows, maybe I'll have grand-chickmunks soon. Lol.
A few more appointments and I should have a better understanding of whats going on. Ive just been staying low key. Sitting in on some discord shows that make me laugh but even then, laughing hurts. So I cant get on as much as Id like to. Lately Ive just been conserving energy. I think I liked to get so lost in social media before because it was a distraction. With my blockchain stuff, it gave me purpose. Now these days any thing I do, no matter what it is; just doesnt stop.
The pain never stops. So distractions just dont cut it. I want my pain to be worth it. So I'd rather ride a horse than type, ya know? Even though the horse would kill me; I'd atleast have some new memories to show for it. Also I like being present in my own life more. Right now I dont need distraction. I need the pain to push me to fight. I need the reminder. No matter how much I hate it, I need it.
And just keep myself on task, present and focused. Its so hard when you are literally tearing apart but I promise you. Imma be a bad @$$ B!+(# . Its not easy feeling what I feel. Its beyond pain and I have a greater understanding of the concepts of body and mind. Boy are they seperate. I couldn'tever articulate the things that this pain this suffering has brought me. I hope to understand and carry those lessons with me. Wherever my future takes me.
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